Monday, April 18, 2005
boo! today was such a boring day. practically mind zonked out. i awoke at 7 thinking it was 6, and popped back to sleep. awoke at 7.10 juz in time to bathe and choot off to school! THANKS CHRISTINE FOR ACCOMPANYING ME TILL 2AM YESTERDAY CHATTING! anyway. went up the bus. guess who i saw? sheena again. OMG. and after she found out i went to sun plaza, she stopped the bus there. but now, so coincidentally, i meet up with her in the bus again. what the hell? so i juz push my way to the back of the bus, and felt her stare following me all the way. it gives me chills man. can't she leave me alone? why am i so scared of her? what's her problem? giving so many personalities, suspecting all her friends, damaging many friendships all because of me. i hate it man. gosh.

tomorrow's o level practical exam!(i think) well. i decided on cooking these dishes
1: Chicken with cashew nuts
2: Fried beansprouts with beancurd and salted fish
3: Egg omelette and tanghoon soup
4: Banana milkshake
5: Rice

Gees. a lotta dish to accomplish in 2 hrs. bah, i'll perservere on and do my best! today's been a complete waste of time. felt sleepy all along. ARGH! betrand | 5:35 AM

Saturday, April 16, 2005
argh. my blog got messed up on the links. i hate it-__- well. been a boring saturday. i had no idea on what to do. juz basically slept like a pig, wake up and hog the comp till my sis came home. then i went to play some pool and arcade..lol..this my new lifestyle for saturday? i completely dig it... so different from band in saturdays..i miss band!uhoh, sis back! BYE! betrand | 11:53 PM

Friday, April 15, 2005
Argh. i'm bummed. i feel like juz slamming onto the bed right now and sleep. but i can't. if not i'll wake up alone in the cold 3 am, with nothing to do! argh. today i forgot how to cook kang kong belachan, so my shopping list wasn't done.

couldn't concentrate in class for this whole week. wassup man..continue at this rate, i sooo gonna die for mid year..

elementz was great! saw some great projects! my silver award now proudly displayed against the backdrop of the living room tv!

Thank god he didn't lose face, thank god he still have some reputation...

alright. gotta stay awake till 10.30 pm. bye! betrand | 6:33 AM

Thanks denise, once again, for changing my blog's template and ADDING some words into my descriptions -_- betrand | 6:32 AM

Wednesday, April 13, 2005
Hey, i juz changed my blog. this time i edited everything myself =) congratz on me not being lazy finally! today had Elementz 10th conference. we did not really prepare for it and were doing last min work. haah. Then, when it was our turn, we juz basically read thru the things and shot down every questions answered. we did not rehearse anything at all..! so, it was surprising when we got a silver! WHEE! awww. 2 down, 2 more projects to go.. betrand | 4:23 AM

about me
the name is betrand tan, and im an ~~innocent~~ little 16 year old boy.
im an ugly bRAT but a super hot human!
im proud to be an ex member from sembwinds! where the people there are just amazing!
i hate homework cause im super lazy but i love cooking during my spare time.
Bleh.
if you wanna know me, just email me!

i enjoy playing lame games.
being with my 'brothers' and 'sister's, hanging out playing lan or pool!

and i simply love PEOPLE WHO LOVE ME! =)

i absolutely detest People with split personalities!
LOOOOOSE girls
Unreasonable people
My past.
Loud-mouthed people
maths and chinese!
doing my blog template
And lastly
BACKSTABBERS!

(im sorry for being so-very-long-winded!)

these are things in life i wish to have/do, more stamina, forget the past.
get less than 20 for O levels, Improve my maths and Chinese!
Stop having sleepless nights, Have back my concentration and perserverance!
Join back sembwinds! (awwwwwwwww!)
Perform miracles?